Today, for maybe the second time since i started this blog supposedly about the quest to find time to meditate, i actually did! Hoorah! My roomate came home at 4am, then got up and left a few hours later, leaving me with a quiet room (apart form the constant buzz of...something. i don't know exactly what the buzz is, but something is always buzzing in Hong Kong. i think when people describe it as a 'buzzing' city, they don't mean that it's energetic and crowded, i think it refers to this constant buzzing sound wherever you are.)
In an individual's relationship with God, i wonder who chases who? Maybe my enquiry stems from my psych course here about interpersonal relationships, which goes into power dynamics a bit.
I remember a friend once pointing out some part of a psalm which talks about God chasing people down like a wild animal chasing down its prey. It sounds a bit violent, but i guess he was
making the point that even if people ignore God, they will still be pursued, harrassed, or something by God.
Then there's the more popular version promoted by contemporary churches, that if you want to be close to God you have to work on it. And the more bible studies, and church services, and hillsongs you listen to, the closer you'll get. This version seems tied up in an idea of 'good works' or 'appropriate works' being rewarded, which isn't inline with alot of the bible. I also always feel that with this approach you get the mentality of 'accumulating' God, and aim to have more God that other people. Maybe the drive to attain 'God capital' is linked up somehow with our economic systems, but that's a totally different topic.
So anyway, my point is that neither view of being the passive or active partner in the relatinship with God seems to make sense. Even though we use all the same language as with human relationships to talk about the interaction between people and God, maybe this is useless.
Sorry this rant is a bit incoherent, it's still early here (11:30.) I'll try to finish this train of thought another time.
Trains! I booked train tickets to beijing for Kyja and me! Yaaaay!
And Linda - here is a sweet new business idea; a sushi train that operates on a regular train. what do you think? so you can be sitting in your train carriage, and then a sushi train can go right past you, and you can have a snack as well as double the train goodness. what can go wrong? forget nursing - we'll do up a business plan as soon as i return.